Day 1

The last few days have been an apparition; tequila, beer and spirits of the like have been infused into our world for the last week. It has been both diminishing and numbing but not souring in our preparations for our departure. We, I, needed the separation from the previous world to make this one a new. But now I look back on the days as a folly of missed emotions as a barrier so that I didn't tangle those of others with my own. 
I do find myself upset with my actions and separation from those I love but I also know myself to be overly affectionate and overall I know those who read this feel the place they hold in my heart.
As for Cozumel, it is awesome. And not in the way that is akin to backflips, a burger from Chili's, or boobs. It is awesome in the classical sense, it is more than I can comprehend, inviting great experiences, life altering changes and personal growth. All of which will happen sooner than either of us have the resources to comprehend and manage the true awesomeness of it all.